auditions are stinky

I'm the worst auditioner ever, perhaps I was spoiled in college. I don't think I've ever had an amazing audition. I get clammy, butterflies tumble and before i know it I'm a shaky imitation of myself. Put me onstage in front of 1,000 people, I'm fine...but in an intimate room with a few strangers and I'm a wreck.
Last night I did a showcase for a big talent agency here in NY, and although I didn't have a bad audition It shook me up and I wasn't really able to be myself. It's a frustrating biz. I need a break from the city. I need to meditate and decide what I really want to do with my life. I've been a bit distracted lately. And this showcase experience reminded me that i'm not up to par with my competition.
Yesterday's experience was stressful, but a great wake up call nonetheless.

Speaking of being distracted....
anybody like Real Housewives of Atlanta?
Here's a gem


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Tourism is way down which is the pits for singing waiters... so send your aunt's and grannies to the diner and tell them to ask for Stevo!

I'm off to work, and hopefully will see some visitors from sweet home alabama during their fall break excursions :)

this week I'm going to see two friends in two shows-

going to see my darling Ashley Morris in In the Daylight

Fantasy Football the Musical?
starring my sweet sweet sister Emily McNamara if I can get tickest whaaa??? come on NYMF how about another extention!?!?